on some G sh*t

Marilyn Monroe is one of my icons , shes a sexy individual who could have gave a rats ass about what anybody thought . shes a pin up girl and even with clothes on she turned a niggah on , she jus dope ass fck . & she wasnt just some ditzy blonde she was an intelligent individual with a mind of her own . she had a way with words you guys should google her work , bet youl be suprised and find atleas one quote that makes u think . now when i saw a picture of these airmaxes i lost it these is WET ass fck . no lie i wud rock these and cash out wish more stores are local that sell one of a kind like these . fareal doe , on some G shit xoxo a killa

trashy or classy ?

everytime i go on twitter , or turn on the tv nicki minaj got some ol crazy ass lady gaga type babrie gon wrong shit on , BUT u gota admit she got class . she aint tasteless with her shii , people keep wantin to compare her to lil kim which fyi never started the look modonna did helllo lol shit that be makin me mad . nicki got her own style she dope with it doe just because yall wana say is trashy does not necessarily mean is true . so i say CLASSY , cuz tasteless hoes never win & nicki is beyond yp horizon . yall so stuck on how she dress , and the rumors about her body being fake (( & )) who gives a fck?! if is a fake ass or tits how does that effect you? in whar way please let me know because im curious . . . 1 , 2 , 3 , 4 , no? it dont effect you then shut up & let tha btch do her thang lol she got talent so let her live her life she wana be a barbie who cares let her be one thas her dream and she achievin her success by making it & bein noticed why burst her bubble? cuz all yall do is envy ? please sit yall ratchet asses down lol go head guhhh do yo shii you wana be a barbie , alien idgaf is yo life live it . xoxo killa l

now , to the ladies of young money ; nicki minaj & shanell ( which i aint really heard to much from her but hope i do ) i gota keep an opened mind , nicki minaj be gassin . the girl got talent & can rap , BUT i knoeee she can sing & i wud LOVE to hear her kill a beat with her vocals instead of her lyrics . shannell idk that much about her like i said only time can tell . the fact that lil wayne signed her she gota have potential , x0x0 killa L

young mula bayyybehhh

so as we all know little wayne is on fire , & young money is hot rye now . i see so many people hatin on em but i gota say wayne came back with his no ceilings mixed tape . i hated that little skinny jean , pussy monster lip piercin crap but hey cant knock him thas him . but he went hard and and showed me that he still a great artist . that niggah is dope & couldnt have peck't better ppl to be on his label . they fintoo take ovuh the industry ( & lets face it jayz & his people havnt really caught my attention ) BUT thas jus my oppinion & idgafff . they let that whole riri & chris brown shii spin outa control but thas anotha subject lol . to start gudda gudda gas so do a lot of others like kid kid etc. i gota say drake is bomb got my ipod filled with his shit the boy is talented & i hope to see more of him in the future ( he boutoo take ovuhhh the kid be gassin & got vocals ) * shruggg's , now tyga is sexy ass fck lol idgaf that niggah can get it , BUT i wana hear more from him! drake went all out & he been heard , i hope the new year will bring mo of tygas shit cuz that niggah got barz ima keep it a hunnit -lay you down is my shit lol but weezy good job & young money god bless , & to the haters xoxo i knoe we aint seen tha last of them .

envy

it's wierd how when doin yo best, people jus hate. i dont know but i see that envy'n shit in females. errybody wana say they real that they this and that but erry btch has they flaws. why cant you just admit that u aint perfect? and that the flaws that are in people is what makes this imperfection of perfect. to envy someone and to be jealous is jus hella thirsty, like why. why hate when u can be happy fa someone, i mean i knoe i had my momments where i hated a btch cuz she had sum i wanted, BUT i dont jus sit their, i do sum about it & make sho im on my shii feelmie. bess belieee i will not jus sit here & envy a hoe w. out coming out on top . xoxox

k a r m a

now this is something that i truely believe in & nobody can tell me different . if u run yo life by doin good & treatin ppl rye u will be blessed , now if u fck ppl ovuh & jus live in sin bess believe bad will come to u . i pursue the best & never lose my objective in life . my mindset is so crazy half of yal wudn't understand it , but i try to live rye or atleast try . & when i do mess up ( i'm human , we do make mistakes yo ) i gota deal w. the consequences . growing up i was never str8 in da head , i was naive & so mistaken on life ( kinda still am but i try ) , i lived day by day not given a fck bou anybody buh myself . i was selfish & cruel , but i have grown to realize that my life was goin down hill , thang's was so BAD , & i was cruel like that to ppl cuz of how thang's was . . . but i thought to myself what if thang's was goin like that because of my actions?!? u will not get blessed for nothing . u do good & good will come ur way , so i try to humble myself , but at time's i get tempted to go back to my old way's . don't test my cuz i will be tha firss tah bomb yo ass & don't let the pretty face fool yah i int yah average btch , but if u aint doin nun to me i'll letchu be . but hurt me & i qill shut yo sh*t down . now let me stop myself , life's too short . & at the momment i'm liven lavish . i'm a strong individual & i believe that god will deal w. those who do wrong towards me & my loved one's . karma is the realest btch i knoe ( SERIOUSLY ) , don't think u invincible cuz it's only one ( g o d ) & that sho aint you lol . i live day by day curious of fate & why certain thing's happen to certain ppl . one thing i do believe is that if u are doing wrong , & don't wana listen god may not get you , he may do something in front of u to make you realize that u gota change . like check it growing up i was getin kicked outa skoo's , got arrested a couple time's & brought my momma a lot of pain . now did i listen?!? no i was so fckn stupid & didn't realize how much my life & how i was running it affected my mother . she do errythang fo me & i thank god erryday that i still have her in my life . she went through so much for me but it took fo me to go to jail & bump my head to see how my wrong's was affectin the love of my life ( my beautiful mother ) . now i try to stay out of trouble & pay her back for never leaving me & for stickin by me , but my little brother shortly follow . he in so much shyy he ovuh his head . loosin his brother ( REST IN PARADISE TROY DA BOY ) & each friend in & out of jail in the pin , not to mention our familys $ problems he in too deep . & i feel that this is my karma because it hurts me so bad . i hate feelin helpless . i can not do nothing abou this sittuation , ( & i'm a control freakkk so bess blieve this is difficult ) all i can do is sit back & see how much my mom's is hurtin . i feel so lost & confused how can i even expect him to listen when i do the same?!? even though i'm tryna change all i can do is have faith & keep changin & pursue success so he can follow . bein a role model aint easy now i feel my moms pain . my little brother ALL i got mom's taught me to LOVE my blood he my flesh & skin my left hand man he my baby brother , & even though he thank he a grown ass man & piss me the fck off all i can do is step up . YES this is my karma the lord hit me in the worse way , with the one's i love . . . & i rather suffer alone then to go thru this w. damn near my eye's closed , i try . . . to believe & continue to step forward . KARMA is the realest btch i knoe & for those who really sit back & look around , it really get's you in the worse way . . .

temptation

& is some buh $ & crime that call's to some individual's , in the mind of a killa so insane . for me , i've always thought of death who can say they havnt? you'd lie if you say no . to relieve my mind body & soul i try to let stress go . my loved one's go back & fourth & as much as i try it follows . death , guilt , life , pleasure & pain . . . in some form the devil tempts you , myself i continue to strive for my success but karma is a bitch . for those who knoe me already comprehend that i am a paranoid individual , i've done so many thang's that i do regret but i continue to try . tempted by sin everyone knoes that actin out is sometimes hard to control . in the mind of a psychopath so many do not understand . " my mind , where did it go cuhz i aint the same " -the jacka . one of my favorite rapper's line's i take to heart . temptation is a mutha fucka & i can honestly say i get tempted by the worse , to turn ur back when it shine's ahead of u? but some thang's jus nevuh change . some of yal prolly readin this & really dont understand but hey . . . is jus a blog , a thought . . . some may agree some may not . i really dgaf ( don't give ah fuck ) excuse my french . live , laugh , love & resist temptations .

unique

cassie`ventura , she is no doubt killen these hoes da game . She's small skinny not thick watever some hatin ass people wana say yal caint say the bitch aint bad. Myself i am pettite & all she is bringen is originallity to this industry & bein nun buh a good role model to so many girls. DIMEPIECE she killt the shoot ( btw i love that brand ) bringing somethang new out that i aint seen befo.Now i wasnt with this cutting her hair thang but she making a statement, that she truly doesn'tgive a fuck bou what anybody gota say she is her own person. To me i believe that she is a strong individual who i wud love to see succeed. I'm a loud person i got an attitude that will kill yah & a personallity a lot do not comprehend. I'm selfish rude & idgaf bou wah any bitch niggah gota say so i love seein icons that jus D O P E . i love fashion & art,different thangs stuff that yal wud prolly look at twice, but i'll make it my own, now here errythang bou her is so inspiring,it's refreshing to see somebody i can actually relate to out on tv lol . I'm insecure & at times hard to control but growing up i've grown into my body & love the way i look & present myself with nun buh cinfidence ( for those who knoe me i'm a cocky muh'fucka & could care less who wana judge my choices & duh me lol hatin ass slut's ) . welcome a boss bitch cuz mos deff i knoe this aint the lass errybody gon see of miss cassie . toodles lol xoxo

profound infatuation

growing up i was always told about fairytales & love, one day knowing i will find my own. now for any real woman reading this with that love comes an astounding chance of insanity. i've loved, and i've been hurt, but to this day i don't understand why so many women have the same problem. We tend to get attached ( now even though some of us may hide it well ) it happens. i was always that girl that after my first love ( wich brought me so much pain ) devoted myself to bein a bitch. I truly did not give a fuck bou any niggah point blank. I look back & i don't have any possotive role model's of true love or even a faithful men. i come from a broken home ( like most of family's today ). My mom loved my dad, he was her world & with out a single thought or consideration of our happy family he left. I was six & sadly could remember everything. I became to hate men seein how bitter mom's got. I played em lied to em & cheated on em, until i fell in love. Now i did not want to put him first,thinkin i was the shit i fucked it up & lost him, but at 14 i didn't knoe much. i went through errythang fo that boy & by the time i was 16 i said fuck it. played around & brpke a lot of heart's i question why. Now my second love was beautiful the sweetest sin of all, i was 16 at the timehe was 18, today i'm 19 & i'm still with my love but it aint been no smooth ride. We have broken up mo then a million times cuz he was unfaithful. when we were sepperated i went through the same ass shyy mackin playin erry niggah cuz i was hurt. I admit my fault cuz i was young but i've grown up & come a long way. I am not afraid to say that i don't have the bess relationship with men but i admit that i continue to try to find peace & love, but i been through hell caint blame a girl fo messin up here & their i'm still young & learnin . xoxo

in the pursuit of s u c c e s s , everyday i yearn for life's simplicity . Thee who has not loved has not felt , & thee who has not felt has not lived .

appreciation

So profound how the bliss of one's word's can complete you . live , laugh , love . live everyday as if it were youre last . Rest In Paradise Troy A. Lancaster

" I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." -Marilyn Monroe

in the even of my demise

In the event of my Demise
when my heart can beat no more
I Hope I Die For A Principle
or A Belief that I had Lived 4
I will die Before My Time
Because I feel the shadow's Depth
so much I wanted 2 accomplish
before I reached my Death
I have come 2 grips with the possibility
and wiped the last tear from My eyes
I Loved All who were Positive
In the event of my Demise

-2pac

In The Depths of Solitude

i exist in the depths of solitude

pondering my true goal

trying 2 find peace of mind

and still preserve my soul

constantly yearning 2 be accepted

and from all receive respect

never comprising but sometimes risky

and that is my only regret

a young heart with an old soul

how can there be peace

how can i be in the depths of solitude

when there r 2 inside of me

this duo within me causes

the perfect oppurtunity

2 learn and live twice as fast

as those who accept simplicity

-tupac

a woman ,

lavish

classy

sexy

smart

unique

shy

sweet

bossy

jealous

loving

a beautiful disaster

truth

LOVE sanity

&

h a t e insanity .

yearn for simplicity

&

desire complexity .

p . o .w

desire

when yo heart , mind & soal yearn for the simlicity in life , accept the vibrant thing's that love has to offer . desire the forbidden , & intensify yo life by pursuin it . p.o.w ,

state of mind

intensify yo life . love what make's you happy , & f o r g e t to hate . focus on the possotive & find simplicity in life .

love

love can be so profound , simple , but yet at time's it can be killin & complex . make's u sane , & yet make's you lose yo sanity . can complete u . or tear u apart .

envy

so confused by the envy of hater's . desire the forbidden love's , stop hatin & feel blessed . word ,

mind's pacin

addicted to the vibrant thang's , the simple sweet yet intrigin thang's .